Just1HellofaButler

In this darkness It is lonely. How I long for ones arms around me, To show me I'm not alone. Tell me it's okay, Or at the very least, That it will be. I'm tired of this sadness, These feelings That I'm not good enough, And I won't be for anyone. Prove me wrong, I dare you. For once I want to be. I want to cry, To let it all out, Show the world That I need a shoulder too.

Never again will i trust so willingly Never again will allow someone to break me again To bind me with chains to them To let vines with thick thorns grow around my heart To love so much To be crushed again like another bug on the wall My heart was long ago broken There are so many pieces I cant put it back together Somebody help me Somebody help me pick up the pieces But nobody will All that helps is the razor on my skin The blood that drips drips drips The drops turning to flower pedals floating in the wind So pretty Why are they fading away? Death comes on skeleton wings spread high

I have been betrayed and misunderstood As I was taken from all that was good There was nothing left I Was far to bound By my own fate They scream my name I've tried to fight I have tried to stand strong But anywhere that I have turned it always seemed wrong You don't understand that what I tried to do It was farther beyond me and farther from you The more I pushed the more I swayed The more my heart would be betrayed Your hand is there I see it now But I cannot grab it for I don't know how I am falling in an endless pit There is nothing you can do; this is it All you can do is wave goodbye As I fall and you watch me die Br